What? It's June already? How did that happen? I've been off being fiery. Yes, me, fiery; whad'ya mean that's weird?! You're right, of course.
My energies could usually be described as a fairly calm mix of earth, air and even a bit of water thrown in for good measure. But fire has been a challenge. Perhaps as compensation, I tend to surround myself with intensely fiery people (you know who you are; hey folks!). They help serve as catalysts to keep me moving on my journey, and I'm grateful for that. But beyond aspiring to be like them and knowing that I just won't ever be that extroverted, I hadn't worked much with my own inner fire. Until recently.
Actually, my path work at Reclaiming's Vermont Witch Camp was the start of this recent work. I came back from that excursion feeling charged up with power-from-within, glowing with my own light and creativity. As described previously in this blog, though, I then went through a cycle of forgetting these lessons, getting ill and then reemerging to a new place on my path. Or as a “new me” walking my same path. Or something like that. So as that integration progresses, and with the help of a wonderful friend whose own expression of fire is more attuned with my way of being, I've been exploring my own fiery self. And I like it! It goes along with having gotten more physically healthy, too. I feel like my metabolism is functioning better than ever before. I'm able to be more active and still feel full of energy. Able to explore new areas in my life and still feel supported and fueled.
Last weekend I had a polarity session from a friend who is a healer, and she helped me to balance this new expression with the other elements in my energy system. That means I'm a bit more grounded, and can actually sleep better than I had been since Beltane (well, most of the time).
My next step is to recognize these new lessons. I have two plans in that regard: to get a new tattoo, of a small red and black lizard (think southwestern style), and to buy a drum and learn to play it. And of course, to enjoy the warmer sunnier lovely weather that we've been enjoying between bouts of rain. Summer rocks!